Self-Positive Sailor Scouts

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Goodbye message from Miss Usagi

I can’t think of anything anymore.

I feel like I’ve given all the advice and wisdom I have to give, and like nothing more I do or say will help. It will just be repetitive. I keep getting messages and requests, and I appreciate them all, but I never know what to say anymore.

I’m sorry. I’m just don’t think I can keep doing this. Every time. I think of something, all I can think of is the criticism or potential backlash that could come with it, and then I become petrified.

I’m glad this blog helped people, and I’m grateful for the mods, those who post and those who no longer do, for their contributions as well.

I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to keep going. I’ve been quietly fading away from everything I love. I just felt like I owed you guys an explanation from before I was really gone.

You’re all very strong. I know you will stay that way.

-Miss Usagi

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Tw: death mention, Orlando mention, negative

I apologize for the silence and lack of pictures or anything.

Since I started my job, my life has changed a lot. Some of it is good, but. My car broke down twice, the shooting happened, an acquaintance was killed in it, and I found out a friend of mine who had been trying to reach out was found dead of a drug overdose. She was my age. She came to my Pokemon and Harry Potter birthday parties when I was little and was one of my oldest friends. She loved Sailor Moon. I can’t sleep anymore.

I’m having a hard time finding positivity. I’ve been trying to think of something to say to you guys other than that I’m here, and even if things will never be the same, they will improve, but everything I can think of sounds wrong.

Anyway I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

-Miss Usagi

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This post was inspired by my third attempt at finding a helpful antidepressant not working out as I wished it...

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This post was inspired by my third attempt at finding a helpful antidepressant not working out as I wished it would. I hate moments like this. It makes me feel like a failure, like there’s something wrong with me or like I’m not trying hard enough. But that isn’t true. Brain medicine can be really weird and doesn’t work for everyone. So I guess all I can do is process my emotions, then get back up and dust myself off, because the above caption is right. This truly is not my fault, and I will find the right medicine one day. I just need to keep hanging on and being patient with myself. That’s all I wanted to say, and I hope this post helped someone else out as well.

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queenbeekait asked:

Dear Usagi, I feel in love with this blog the moment I saw it! For the past two weeks I've been going through a situation that is tough for me. Most of the time, I feel lost and alone. You and this blog remind me that there is someone out there to help me and I don't have to face this alone. Thank you for creating such a beautiful blog. You deserve the world.💖💖

Aww! I’m so sorry your situation has been rough, but I’m SO glad I’m of help! :)

You’re definitely not alone, and I’m proud of you for working through this!

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Stay strong!

-Miss Usagi

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My first day at work went incredibly well, actually. I had fun. Everyone was nice to me. We made each other laugh.

It’s a company I love and can believe in. I’m very happy. They’re buying us all lunch every day this week and part of my job now is helping design their training program.

Thank you for wishing me luck! Knowing I had people rooting for me and people who would be there even if I failed was wonderful!

-Miss Usagi

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sabrinix asked:

so i've graduated from college and i'm trying to get a job and generally adult, but applying for jobs is terrifying. and my parents telling me that there's nothing to be afraid of, just apply places, is really not helping. i really need to get a job. so could i have some encouragement to help me overcome this.

It’s hard to face this kind of situations,applying for jobs may seem terrifying but you have nothing to worry about, it’s just the point when you apply everything you have already learnt!!!! Take it easy, just let your interviewer see you are the perfect candidate for the job because indeed you are!

Miss Usagi life update:

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A couple weeks ago, a company called me to ask if I could come in for an interview for a technical writing position. I said yes, even though I was terrified. I’ve never worked full time, or had a job like that. (Plus, it’s a bit of a commute.)

Anyway, I was able to overcome my nervousness, and I felt pretty good about the interview. I just told myself to pretend like I was going to visit some friends I haven’t seen in awhile, a trick my dad taught me.

They called me a couple days after the interview and offered me a job. I accepted.

Monday, I start. I’ve had many a panic attack thinking about the first day. It’s for quite a bit of money, at least, more than I’ve ever made, and I like them. I really do. I want to do well.

My mom took me shopping for job clothes. I’m insecure about my looks, so I was worried, but she soothed me and told me, “Dress how you want. Show them your best, most comfortable self. I promise they’ll see the beauty in you, even if you don’t.”

She also took me for a new haircut, with the hairdresser I’ve been seeing since I was 12. She told me: “Everyone gets nervous when they do something new. I’m in my 60′s, and I still do. Just know that the people in charge will know how you feel, it’s healthy. You’re nervous because you care.”

I decided to tell my dad when I got the job offer, and he was incredibly discouraging, (”Are you sure they’ll like you? It probably won’t work out. Oh by the way your stepgrandfather died today. Just so you know.”) which hurt me a lot, but I’m going to be okay.

In the middle of all this, my wonderful partner also got a job.

I’m very nervous, but I think my life might actually be…working out?

A couple weeks ago, I was sobbing and thinking I wanted to die. Now, I’m blissful.

Your entire life can turn around so easily. Please remember that. I want you to be around to see it.

-Miss Usagi

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